A BORN WOMANIZER

             
                           HELLO THERE, TODAY IS INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY.

AND I WANT TO CONFESS SOMETHING TODAY, WHICH I WAS NOT ABLE TO SPEAK TO ANYONE

                                                      WELL , THE CONFESSION IS ,

                            I AM A BORN WOMANIZER AND I AM PROUD OF THAT..


BORN WOMANIZER !!!! YES ,YOU READ IT CORRECT

#MY FIRST TOUCH TO WOMAN#

August 21, 1986   On this day first women came in my life. 

I didn't know the name of that woman at that time, but she was very caring .

whole day she was with me, whenever I cry for various reason , she immediately take me in her hands ,hugs me, kisses me and then allow me to drink milk from her breasts.

She pampers me, cleans my foul smelling ,different color and consistencies Potty.

No matter whether it was a midnight or early morning ,

weather she was tired or sleepy ,she was always ready to make me feel secure ,safe and satisfied.

As I Grew up, I started calling her MAMMY(MOM) , she always used to remember which kind of food I am fond of and even remind others too,with proud that her son is so special and he has very particular choice in all things.

when we used to travel in State bus ,which didn't had AC or any other cooling devices , I used to beat her, out of irritation from heat, but she never beat me in return ,neither she complained that it was my fault..I never understood why she was behaving like that.

13th dec 1988 ,another woman came in my life, I didn't know her name too, still whenever anyone wants to play with her , I  used to become so possessive and angry and won't allow anyone to come near her.

As i grew i got to know that ,she is my sister and that too younger , so I  have to look after her and protect her . But   I used to play with my cousin brothers and whenever we cousins had  a fight ,out of 

my inability to express my anger to elder and powerful cousins, I vent out my anger on my sister. she used to cry but never ever she told me that she hates me.

#A WAY OF HINDU TRADITION TO KEEP BONDING OF SIBLINGS ALIVE# 

As we both grew up , when she started living in a Hostel , I realised how  delicate and wonderful she is , she always support me in fight between me and my father. I never understoond why she was behaving like that.

#A WAY TO CHECK STRENGTH OF  THAT BONDING#

17th sept 2003 , I entered in college life (DENTISTRY) with many fantasies in my mind . I always love to be in girls company ,and I never feel ashamed of that ,though most of my colleagues (boys) didn't like that.

I used to talk with all girls in my class with equal interest , and give respect to all. I had attraction to one or two of them , but  I didn't find any emotional connection with any .

17th feb 2005, out of playing some random game , I wrote a letter to one of a girl of my batch about what I like about her and I considered her as my best friend .After that day , we started reading together in Library  . We talked for hours , I didn't know till then how to talk with girls (AS I studied in boys school only). She taught me about Dressing sense (to be honest , I had pathetic dressing sense before that ).

We used to discuss about our childhood days . I from kind of bitter mindset (because of traumatic /poor child hood ) and she from extra sweet mindset . Her extra caring nature removed painful memories from my mind. Whenever she was late for any outing  we used to plan, I used to shout on her a lot ,still on next day ,she used to bring CHOCOLATE and an  apology later .

whenever I asked her about why she care for me a lot , didn't YOU have  fear of breakup or my affair with other girl?

#ME with my ONE and only woman of BEDROOM and BATHROOM# DR AVNI SHAH  ...#mypersonalspaceforsensitive soul

and she used to tell me that she has 

trust on me , that too, BLIND ONE

This one sentence ,gave me tremendous courage and strength in my life to fight many battles.

I didn't understand till date ,from where did she bring that TRUST?

BABY SHOWER ..background was designed and created by TO BE MOM...she is super duper  creative..

.# 7 YEARS.. POST MARRIAGE # STILL COLOURFUL AND GLOWY#

On, 24 th jan 2017 ,one more woman came in my life , when I was struggling with my professional career, not able to present my self in best way to my patients and students . when I had many ideas but not able to execute them in proper manner because of lack of organisational power of brain.. One girl with infinite enthusiasm and super creative zeal met me in my working place.
In initial days , I used to talk less with her  ,because of my inner struggle.as days passed on , I STARTED noticing  that due to her extraordinary ability to manage schedule and put things in proper order, everything started working in my favour and became easy for me. Then we both started sharing our common creative ideas . Due to her one line " I WILL MANAGE ,SIR" I used to sleep well.
 HER dedication and passion towards work , reignite my inner fire which i lost somewhere due to overburden or may be due to too much negative experiences.
APART FROM passion , her SUPER AMAZING KNOWLEDGE OF ONLINE MARKETING AND DOING THINGS IN INTERESTING MANNER , last one year was a wave of  unfolding of many talents and skills from my side, which I never thought i would be able to do.

We had many fights , but she never allow those problems to come in between work and commitment towards students .
Whatever I am writing on this blog is all because of her .Starting from technical knowledge about blogging to providing motivation about writing , I owe her a lot.

whenever , I ask her why she is doing all this for me, she used to say  'BECAUSE ,SIR I WANT WHOLE WORLD TO KNOW ,HOW GOOD A TEACHER AND WRITER YOU ARE".
I NEVER UNDERSTOOD WHAT I DID TO GET HER FROM UNIVERSE .

#GIFT FROM UNIVERSE# Dr starry john #  

So , from my birth to this women's day , I have always been surrounded by women.

From satisfying my physical hunger to providing me safety,

from accepting me with all flaws of mine to enhancing my career to new heights.

everywhere I have been EMPOWERED by WOMEN.

ONE OF THE  MOST INFLUENTIAL SPIRITUAL MASTER AND MYSTIC  

OSHO RAJNEESH SAID ONE THING ABOUT WOMAN ,WHICH I HAVE EXPERIENCED IN MY LIFE.

WHO ARE WE (MEN) TO EMPOWER , TO  ONE WHO IS EMPOWERED BY GOD #my personal space for sensitive soul

# From childhood to youth to old age , i believe this sensitive side of god (woman) makes life worth living #

I love all the women , who made me human from instinctive animal, who gave meaning to my life.

I am no one to empower you , WHAT I can do is ,  to SHOW RESPECT ,CARE ,LOVE AND PRAY for  masterpiece of our creator.


#LOVE UNIVERSE# LOVE WOMEN#WOMANIZER#mypersonalspaceforsensitivesoul