HELLO THERE, TODAY IS INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY.
AND I WANT TO CONFESS SOMETHING TODAY, WHICH I WAS NOT ABLE TO SPEAK TO ANYONE
WELL , THE CONFESSION IS ,
I AM A BORN WOMANIZER AND I AM PROUD OF THAT..
BORN WOMANIZER !!!! YES ,YOU READ IT CORRECT
|#MY FIRST TOUCH TO WOMAN#|
August 21, 1986 On this day first women came in my life.
I didn't know the name of that woman at that time, but she was very caring .
whole day she was with me, whenever I cry for various reason , she immediately take me in her hands ,hugs me, kisses me and then allow me to drink milk from her breasts.
She pampers me, cleans my foul smelling ,different color and consistencies Potty.
No matter whether it was a midnight or early morning ,
weather she was tired or sleepy ,she was always ready to make me feel secure ,safe and satisfied.
As I Grew up, I started calling her MAMMY(MOM) , she always used to remember which kind of food I am fond of and even remind others too,with proud that her son is so special and he has very particular choice in all things.
when we used to travel in State bus ,which didn't had AC or any other cooling devices , I used to beat her, out of irritation from heat, but she never beat me in return ,neither she complained that it was my fault..I never understood why she was behaving like that.
13th dec 1988 ,another woman came in my life, I didn't know her name too, still whenever anyone wants to play with her , I used to become so possessive and angry and won't allow anyone to come near her.
As i grew i got to know that ,she is my sister and that too younger , so I have to look after her and protect her . But I used to play with my cousin brothers and whenever we cousins had a fight ,out of
my inability to express my anger to elder and powerful cousins, I vent out my anger on my sister. she used to cry but never ever she told me that she hates me.
|#A WAY OF HINDU TRADITION TO KEEP BONDING OF SIBLINGS ALIVE#|
As we both grew up , when she started living in a Hostel , I realised how delicate and wonderful she is , she always support me in fight between me and my father. I never understoond why she was behaving like that.
|#A WAY TO CHECK STRENGTH OF THAT BONDING#|
17th sept 2003 , I entered in college life (DENTISTRY) with many fantasies in my mind . I always love to be in girls company ,and I never feel ashamed of that ,though most of my colleagues (boys) didn't like that.
I used to talk with all girls in my class with equal interest , and give respect to all. I had attraction to one or two of them , but I didn't find any emotional connection with any .
17th feb 2005, out of playing some random game , I wrote a letter to one of a girl of my batch about what I like about her and I considered her as my best friend .After that day , we started reading together in Library . We talked for hours , I didn't know till then how to talk with girls (AS I studied in boys school only). She taught me about Dressing sense (to be honest , I had pathetic dressing sense before that ).
We used to discuss about our childhood days . I from kind of bitter mindset (because of traumatic /poor child hood ) and she from extra sweet mindset . Her extra caring nature removed painful memories from my mind. Whenever she was late for any outing we used to plan, I used to shout on her a lot ,still on next day ,she used to bring CHOCOLATE and an apology later .
whenever I asked her about why she care for me a lot , didn't YOU have fear of breakup or my affair with other girl?
|#ME with my ONE and only woman of BEDROOM and BATHROOM# DR AVNI SHAH ...#mypersonalspaceforsensitive soul|
and she used to tell me that she has
trust on me , that too, BLIND ONE
This one sentence ,gave me tremendous courage and strength in my life to fight many battles.
I didn't understand till date ,from where did she bring that TRUST?
|BABY SHOWER ..background was designed and created by TO BE MOM...she is super duper creative..|
|#GIFT FROM UNIVERSE# Dr starry john #|
So , from my birth to this women's day , I have always been surrounded by women.
From satisfying my physical hunger to providing me safety,
from accepting me with all flaws of mine to enhancing my career to new heights.
everywhere I have been EMPOWERED by WOMEN.
ONE OF THE MOST INFLUENTIAL SPIRITUAL MASTER AND MYSTIC
OSHO RAJNEESH SAID ONE THING ABOUT WOMAN ,WHICH I HAVE EXPERIENCED IN MY LIFE.